someone, someday, somehow

I'm never too sure if I'll always say the right things
Everyone knows I'm a little retarded that way
But hold your pinky out and I'll promise
If everything ends we'll always smile about yesterday

I can't tell you I'll always be there
You know me, some days I just want to disappear
But when we're lying down in this silence together
There are few places that comfort me better

I can't promise you never-ending happy days
We'll scream, bicker and have our shouting matches
But when the anger dies and we're left with nothing to say
I'll always swallow my pride and wipe the tears off your face

I'll never know if this lasts till next week or till we're pushing strollers
Maybe the future's bright or maybe it's bleak
But whatever comes today, tomorrow or whenever
Know that you were the one I was always after.